That’s the time. I can’t sleep. Reading through old texts of my friend who left this world. God, I miss you so much. 

Why say everything was perfect? Why not just tell me how things were bud. I wish you were able to share the pain. I miss you so much. 

I love you bud x

Rest easy brother x



5 thoughts on “2am

  1. an unsettled explorer says:

    hey friend. i hope you are doing alright. i haven’t seen any recent posts from you… keep us updated friend. i am sure you are a busy guy with school and stuff.

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    1. anexplorertrapped says:

      Hi, first of all, thank you so much for checking in on me, that really means a lot man! Yeah man, atm I feel okay, but just waiting until Thursday for my results to find out if I get into University (basically college if you’re American). How are you doing bud? I hope you’re okay?


      1. misterbeliever says:

        hey man… i wanted to update you that i had to change my wordpress information… a family member went through my computer and found my blog info… long story short… i changed everything to misterbeliever.wordpress.com … stay well, my friend.


  2. an unsettled explorer says:

    I am glad you’re okay. I was worried for a bit… to be honest, my heart dropped a little when I had seen no recent posts. I hope the results are more than in your favor. Keep us updated with that. I’m sure you’ll do fine.

    I am doing better than I was a few months ago. I moved to a completely different state with some family. Thank you for asking! Keep us updated man.

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    1. anexplorertrapped says:

      Honestly that’s very thoughtful, to have a complete stranger have concerns for you when even at the lowest points, is genuinely a good feeling. But honestly pal, after that post, I was so invested into exam time, I should’ve posted that i was busy!

      also again pal, sorry for the late response, I got into University! Everything has been crazy since! Thank you so much!!

      That’s fantastic to hear pal, genuinely is very nice to hear you’re doing better! I hope you settle in your new area and surroundings, it’s all part of the fun getting to know a new area! I genuinely hope things start to look up for you mate, keep doing you 👍


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