You know when everything is just at the bottom, there’s always something that manages to add to that to make it just that little bit worse. Almost like it’s a been sprinkled all over into the gaping wounds.
Who would think that a close friend would cut me in the back. I feel completely betrayed. Shocked beyond actual words right now if I’m being honest. I feel broken almost, like this can’t be real. I don’t want it to be real. But sadly it is.
I have been fully let down by a close friend of mine. It’s like a knife has literally cut everything up inside. I’ve never felt this low in quite some time. I really don’t want to be around some people ever again.
The low level you have to stoop to, to go against a friend is something I could never imagine to go. Never mind it actually happening to me. It’s fair to say to make someone feel this way is not good.
I can’t quite put it into words. But right now I don’t feel like I’m in any good place at all.