Let down

You know when everything is just at the bottom, there’s always something that manages to add to that to make it just that little bit worse. Almost like it’s a been sprinkled all over into the gaping wounds.

Who would think that a close friend would cut me in the back. I feel completely betrayed. Shocked beyond actual words right now if I’m being honest. I feel broken almost, like this can’t be real. I don’t want it to be real. But sadly it is.

I have been fully let down by a close friend of mine. It’s like a knife has literally cut everything up inside. I’ve never felt this low in quite some time. I really don’t want to be around some people ever again. 

The low level you have to stoop to, to go against a friend is something I could never imagine to go. Never mind it actually happening to me. It’s fair to say to make someone feel this way is not good. 

I can’t quite put it into words. But right now I don’t feel like I’m in any good place at all.

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